Bullying, I Deserve To Have This?
Anyone, anywhere with any kind of disease wonders how they got there, they ask the usual questions, why me, why now?
So to my surprise, someone I know in the real world, has decided to take it on herself to become a bully.
We have all made mistakes, however some of us realise these mistakes, apologise and move on, I really feel for the people who cannot let go.
“Karma is great. You got MS. How brilliant is that for karma?!”
“DON’T YOU EVER DIRTY MY BLOG WITH YOUR NAME EVER AGAIN. Read away if you’re that nosy but don’t ever leave a comment. You made your bed now lie in, though by looks of this blog you already are.”
So my bully implied, I deserved to have Multiple Sclerosis.
It sickens me to the core that someone could say this, there are thousands of people out there with this condition, which basically means, we all deserved it.
Its my fault I have a disease that affects me and my family.
Its my fault I am struggling with over whelming tiredness, which is both debilitating and out of my control.
Its my fault that this affects me as well as my children, I need help taking care of them, I need help when out and about.
Its my fault that one day, my MS will probably, indirectly play a part in my death.
Its my fault that the depression that comes with MS, is eating me alive right now, making me wonder what the point is.
Its my fault my children have to carry this burden.
I am horrified that an adult woman, would think it is okay to carry on like this, the fact she posted her last hideous comment anonymously says it all, I am glad my comment system logs IP addresses.
I would not wish multiple sclerosis on anyone, nor any other illness. Its beyond any pain you could imagine, both mentally and physically. Imagine going to bed with the possibility of waking up to loss of use in your legs.
I find this kind of bullying is bordering on the discrimination line. It needs to stop.
I will not let you scare me away from my blog. I hope you never have to deal with anything like Multiple sclerosis.
I am not writing this for a fight, I am writing this to stick up for what I believe in, I have MS and so do thousands of other people, none of which deserve it. I said sorry to her for whatever childish argument we had, after even trying to be kind she did this to me.
Two years on, she needs to move on…